celeste_noelani | Ambition is Overrated

Lately I've been really ingesting the fact that this blog is my own little ceiling full of static cling balloons. Okay, so maybe it's cost me more than two dollars, but it is the thing I do just for the pure, ridiculous joy of it. Other times, like this week as I blog through another episode of depression, it is the place where I come to release all of my pent up energy. Where I come to crash around and scream and be messy.

And after a time spent playing here, I can act at least a little more human.

I've been blogging here for four years or so now and I've always struggled with impostor syndrome laden stage fright. I've felt like I've had to have a thing to say if I was going to bother saying anything at all. And I've posted a shitton of things here that I don't really consider things A lot of cruft in between the posts that I am really, truly proud to have written. I've always tried to be okay with that. This whole blog's just my personal writing experiment, after all. But I never truly bought into that.

And now I think I might be starting to.

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