celeste_noelani | My tweets

Thu, 13:51: RT @manamagazine: #repost Quite possibly the best shots we've seen from Aliʻiolani Hale yesterday captured by @haaheot: "K A M E H ... http…
Thu, 14:02: On shaky ground right now. Having one of these. A Series of Boring Existential Crises (AKA My Life) http://t.co/RUim4NSoQv #MHBlogs
Thu, 14:08: Last night I gathered my courage to bring something up with Ian and was pretty soundly shot down. Now my brain is taking over & ugh.
Thu, 14:08: Brain is telling me I should never talk to anyone ever and that I should just go away because I am ridiculous and awful and poisonous.
Thu, 14:09: So. If you can spare any brain monster repellant, I really could use some. Because I have more to do today than sit here and feel awful.
Thu, 14:22: It's just so difficult. Ian is my safest space you know? So when I open up and he's all UM WTF ARE U THINKING I get...I am made of snot.
Thu, 14:27: Iliana will be waking up from her nap any moment, so I *have* to put the self indulgent emotional brain fuckery away.
Thu, 14:28: If only it was that easy, right?
Thu, 14:30: Because I have all of these AWFUL coping mechanisms. Self harm out the wazoo and I'm like HEY THESE LOOK HELPFUL RIGHT NOW.
Thu, 14:31: You should TOTALLY (TW) not eat for days and drink a bunch and tear out all your fingernails and peel the skin from the soles of your feet.

Thu, 14:31: Only I have a kid to take care of who is awake now, so I have to go and be healthy and sane and ok let's do this.
Thu, 16:55: RT @stevecoy: I responded to this dickhole Craigslist job posting: http://t.co/OaznbR9uUW (h/t @caylenb/@virgiltexas) http://t.co/UfsmwQ8B8j
Thu, 18:45: @anne_theriault @j_zimms In @MargaretAtwood's Cat's Eye, Elaine peels her feet. Reading that book was revelation, guys.
Thu, 19:30: RT @crashcoursestan: Sylvia Plath's poetry this week on @TheCrashCourse! https://t.co/IED2GRMqfh
Thu, 19:42: Sincere and humble thanks for friends like @Sombrera, @meew, @ThisisLauraS @lpdeal, @lovealetterbomb, @anne_theriault who get me through.
Thu, 19:44: Even one small voice can reach through the dark and say the things my brain is too cruel to say. Sadly that's not my own voice, but hey.
Thu, 19:45: It's why we have each other, y'all. It's why we do this thing, right?
Thu, 19:54: I'm still pretty shaky, but knowing that I'm not this huge failure for 1) being shaky and 2) needing to talk about it is huge. Thank you.
Thu, 20:15: RT @nilmdtsHQ: NILMDTS is looking for volunteers in Colorado to help plan our Remembrance Walk on October 4, 2014 and/or to help... http://…
Thu, 22:36: RT @minheeshock: Such a diverse staff on board at the Asian Republican Coalition: http://t.co/BwSFd7bC1c via @paragie http://t.co/9OIZSRxsXn

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