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Apr. 8th, 2012 12:27 amI'm headed to bed in a second, but before I do I wanted to stick a pin in today.
I'm doing well. Really well, actually. Still crazy and depressed and blah blah blah, but fighting. And with support. Weaponry, maybe. We had an amazing day today and I've been having a few wins these past couple of weeks. Iliana's been sick nonstop in one way or another for weeks now though. We are TIRED. But, she's such a cutie and such a sweetheart even when she's miserable so it's not as bad as it could be. I'm feeling...confident that treatment will help me keep my breakdowns fewer and farther between than they ever had been in the past. I mean it. I'm guardedly optimistic, but optimistic. This is wonderful news, to me. I don't feel like I'll ever be "better" and I'm learning how to be okay with that. How to not feel so broken because I'm broken. Or something.
I'm also writing again, posting a http://www.runningnekkid.com/ because I want to organize my work in a format that eljay just doesn't. I'm debating whether or not to post that work here, There is![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
runningnekkidfd but only 4 people subscribe. And yeah maybe only three other people want to and that's fine, but I'm kinda thinking it has more to do with people not being around much and not knowing that it exists. I dunno.
Trying to figure out how eljay fits into other stuff, because wow guys, friends. Amazing, you are. What does everyone else do? I know that so many folks have off eljay sites. How do you handle things. Also, send me the link cuz I want to read your stuff there, too.
I'm doing well. Really well, actually. Still crazy and depressed and blah blah blah, but fighting. And with support. Weaponry, maybe. We had an amazing day today and I've been having a few wins these past couple of weeks. Iliana's been sick nonstop in one way or another for weeks now though. We are TIRED. But, she's such a cutie and such a sweetheart even when she's miserable so it's not as bad as it could be. I'm feeling...confident that treatment will help me keep my breakdowns fewer and farther between than they ever had been in the past. I mean it. I'm guardedly optimistic, but optimistic. This is wonderful news, to me. I don't feel like I'll ever be "better" and I'm learning how to be okay with that. How to not feel so broken because I'm broken. Or something.
I'm also writing again, posting a http://www.runningnekkid.com/ because I want to organize my work in a format that eljay just doesn't. I'm debating whether or not to post that work here, There is
runningnekkidfd but only 4 people subscribe. And yeah maybe only three other people want to and that's fine, but I'm kinda thinking it has more to do with people not being around much and not knowing that it exists. I dunno.Trying to figure out how eljay fits into other stuff, because wow guys, friends. Amazing, you are. What does everyone else do? I know that so many folks have off eljay sites. How do you handle things. Also, send me the link cuz I want to read your stuff there, too.
