My tweets

• Fri, 13:41: Kahoolawe Commission needs $100,000 by June 15 or it will close access to island http://t.co/dZhg0yfhp0 via @MauiTime
• Fri, 14:06: Sitting here trying to clean up my face from crying and the exterminator knocks on my door to let me know he'll be doing an ant treatment.
• Fri, 14:07: He then tells me we should take care of the weeds and stuff alongside the house. I'm like, yeah, I know, we have a lot of work to do.
• Fri, 14:08: And I feel like I know my life is a shambles my yard is a shambles my house is a shambles why do I ever bother trying blah blah blah.
• Fri, 14:09: Phone in therapy session was brutal. I cried more than I have ever cried during a session. Ever.
• Fri, 14:09: 25 years ago this week I lost the boy who came into my life like a light during a cold, deep, darkness. https://t.co/kYY30b5NPU
• Fri, 14:13: The fact that Josh died in his sleep at fifteen makes the whole universe feel like raw sewage.
• Fri, 14:15: The heaviness of everything right now isn't lost on me. Ian is away this week and I am alone. Jonas is 15 now, the last age Josh ever knew.
• Fri, 14:18: And now I have to play a board game with Iliana, which is good for both of us.
• Fri, 16:43: Dad doing needlepoint while waiting for his kid to be done with gymnastics. I am jealous of his skillz, yo.